In the Beginning/God

     The great God of creation has become, in the ego illusion, the angry, jealous, vengeful, destructive monster hidden inside everyone.  In people striving to be good, to be spiritual, he will be well hidden, for nothing can mar one’s good, spiritual image faster than a raging episode in God.  Others, perhaps more lost in the ego darkness, revel in the feeling of power that only this center provides.  These are the ruthless people, competing for money and power at all costs.  Their souls virtually dead, they are without compassion, sensitivity, or any sense of fairness.  These are the greatest destroyers of the world.  Most of them actually justify and believe their actions serve a “greater good”.  This is the fanaticism of a God totally cut off from himself (soul and spirit).  Such a God can accomplish great things in the world, can amass great fortunes, but the halls of their great mansions will echo their aloneness.  Without soul, they will know no love.  They will purchase sex, but remain loveless.  They will buy many sycophants, but remain friendless.  For neither soul nor spirit can exist in the ugliness and toxicity that is an angry, vengeful, ruthless God.

     Hidden under the ego ugliness is a God wanting to be good, wanting to be a blessing to his family, his world, but the veil of anger deceives him into believing that it is the people and situations outside of self that are responsible for his anger.  Like all the veils, the veil of anger whispers to God, urging him to pursue the stupidest of goals, urging him to do and to say the stupidest things, transforming the most creative center within you, into something that destroys love, destroys trust, and ultimately destroys you.  The angry, vengeful God within is constantly generating toxicity as his creative truth-light is transformed by the veil into some twisted avenging angel.  That toxicity, which God is constantly trying to dump on others, does more damage to the health and harmony of the human body than the other veils combined.

     The ego, and the toxic energy it generates, is the mother of all cancers.  It’s existence is a cancer on the earth.